Feeling terrible.

Thought I could ace this subject.. was aiming for a high H1, now I'd be more than happy with just a pass.

I don't understand. The paper wasn't hard, in fact anyone could have done it if you've re-read your tutorials and attempt past years.. it's just that I wasn't sure entirely sure of certain concepts and so I didn't complete a few questions, and by the time I went back to those uncompleted ones, boom! time's up.

Honestly, I can't remember the last time I feel so s*** after exams.
Maybe 'cause it always ends up well for me, but not this one!!!

I feel sooo s*** because I know I can do the damn paper, and yet I didn't give my all.

And not to mention that I was soo tired my brain just wasn't at its best, blame my sleeping habits. Been waking up soo late everyday that's why.

Texted my mom, and thank goodness she called back. She's so understanding.. I remember asking her, 'What if I fail, mummy?'

She replies, 'Then fail lor.. What can you do? Nothing you can do now right. It's ok la girl, it's over already.. concentrate on your other papers. I just don't want you to look at the past, I want you to look forward. How many times mummy taught you already?'

I actually expected her to reply, 'Please lahh girl, of course you won't fail! Since when you fail wan?'

Omg, maybe she thinks I will, this time. Choiiii!!!

*touch wood*

Or maybe I sounded like I was really going to fail lah.

Sighs, going to take a nap now... Hopefully I won't oversleep, gotta wake up and study for another paper tomorrow.